Khwaab....

saans lene se pehle hi...
kisi geheri dhundh mein goom ho jaatein hai.
kaise khwaab hai...yeh mere khwaab kaise hai...

hasraton ke chehre...aakaar lene se pehle....
mere paas aatein aatein wapas mudd jaatein hai....
kaise khwaab hai...yeh mere khwaab kaise hai...

haaton mein kushiyaan aane hi lagi thi...
ki reth ki tarah, mootthi se beh gayi...
in haathon mein yaadon ki kuch bas lakeeren chodh jaatein hai.....
kaise khwab hai...yeh mere khwaab kaise hai...

kaise baandhoo inhe...
jab bhi paas aaye...rishto ki tarah...
mujhse rishta todh jatein hai...
kaise khwab hai...yeh mere khwaab kaise hai...

bahut sambhala inhe...bahut roka...
par aankhon se meri ashkon mein choot jaatein hai....
kaise khwab hai...yeh mere khwaab kaise hai...

ilzaam....

ilzaam hai hum pe ki hum dard ke baarein mein hi likhte hai...
magar ae yaaron aise hi to nagmein aajkal baazaar mein bikte hai...

kore panno pe aaj apni zindagi utaari hai...
yeh soch ke khatam karde is zamaane ki jo kuch udhaari hai....

kaali sihahi (ink) thi, magar lal rang ke cheetein kahin kahin faile se the...
safed panno ke kone kaafin jaghon pe maile se the...

gaur se palat ke dekha, tab samjha...
ki kuch lafzhon se khoon baha tha...

dheere dheere mere lafzhon ne sath chodh diya...
fir meri kalam ne mera hath chodh diyaa...

dard ke sath yeh kaisi bebasi si hai...
jaise mere janaze se kuch sanse kasi si hai...

rahat mile kuch!..baazaar ab bas band hone ko hai...
zindagi ka karobaar shayad ab khatam hone ko hai..

Kahan...:)

kahan..?..kuch to nahi hai...aisa aaj sabko humne bol diya...
par us aag ki udti hui raakh ne saara raaz khol diya...
;-)

socha sawalon se kuch sakoon mile...
to thandi barf ki silliyaan seene pe liye chal diye...
Ufff!...par barf se udti dhundh ne fir se saara raz khol diya...
...:)....
kahan..kuch to nahi..aisa aaj ....

na jaane...

na jaane...yeh kaisa yakin hai...
ki har gunaah aapka lagta haseen hai....

kal shab se lekar aaj seher tak
...ka koi gilaah nahin hai...
na jaane...yeh hamara kaisa yakin hai...
ki har gunaah aapka lagta haseen hai....

tum....

poonam ki chaandni mein chalkar...
sardh subaho ki os mein pighalkar...
beete huye palo ki silwaton se nikalkar...
tanhai bhari karwaton se lipatkar...

tum yaad aaye...

yaad aaye tum mujhe har pal...pal pal...

Bas tum naa aaye ...tum naa aaye!!

......har hansi....

...har hansi khushi nahi hoti....
...kaash!!
..kash aisa hota.....
......jab chahte....
.........khush ho lete....
....saans lete aur jee lete....

har hansi....

..are you the man.....?.....

...accidentally touched upon this old stuff i had written ...i guess i had just joined my first yr of engg....days of new experiences...days of mills n boons...days of girly talks with my bunch of women ...days of day dreaming...sounds pretty childish...but this piece remains as one of my all time favorites...guess those were the days of growing up..:)



are you the man I desire.....?
or are you the man among the liars.....?

are you the man I can die for....?
or are you the man I can only sigh for....?

are you the man who ignites those feelings...?
or are you the man whose touch is simply healing....?

I long to find an answer to these...
then shall my unrest cease....

cease the fire of passion....
or cease which is only my imagination....

imaginations!! ah! and my dreams....
and you haunt them always it seems....

Get away! I want to get away from you....
I want to fly and set away from you....

It seems sometimes that you have crippled my sense of distinction....
i dont feel for anyone now...you are always there in my every perception.....

I miss the warmth of my old tattered pillow....
I miss the charm of the innocent halo....

I hate the transition....
from a girl to a woman my friends mention....

but alas you are the man who inspires the woman in me....
you are the man for whom a woman I want to be....!!!!