Office blues.........

...I hate to do code and doc reviews...makes me feel miserable...n guilty...
...cause i always face the dilemma of choosing between the two....

boredom Vs conscience ( not to overlook!!)...

a boredom..that almost kills you....
{{i can fry and eat my brains!!}}
....and a boredom that keeps your conscience alive!!!
{{hmm..i shud do it well }}
a conscience ..that makes u feel miserable....
{{ why am i doing this?? this is lunacy!!}}
...and a conscience...that makes u feel guilty
{{c'mmon i get paid for it..ouch!! something atleast.. }}

and while writing this post...i am still in the thick of it!!!... ;-)

{{just overlooked the conscience for some well deserved break!! :D }}

DONT!!

..dont kill it...
...dont expect me to change...dont expect yourself...
but hope to change what we have between us....
...dont brood...dont shout...dont cry...
but hope to feel better...
...dont think it does not hurt me...dont think it will not to you...
but hope it does not get worse
...dont shy...dont say goodbye...
but hope this could be a new beginning...

dont kill hope!!!!...dont kill it....

yaadon ko ab....

yaadon ko ab ghaanth mein bandh ke nahi rakhna...
milawat hone do zindagi mein..ab kuch chaanth ke nahi rakhna...
beh jaane do sab...waqt ki lahar mein...jo jaata hai jaane do..kuch mutthi mein nahi rakhna...

...5th Apr 07



ungliyo ko khuli hawa mein saans lene do...
kab se zindagi ko kase huyi..ab unhe jeene do...
khulengi...to nayi tasveer banayengi...rang bhar paayengi...
...ab unhe jeene do...

...6th Apr 07

...sometimes...

..sometimes i wish...that my life should revolve less around people...n more around myself...

well..thats a resolve i make always...n then forget to put it to practice...:)...
but then i wonder, those people are mine...i exist cause they do...without them i will lose the soul purpose of my actions , decisions of my life...ah!...

...but yet again...i wish....

...kuch pal....

..unki aankhon mein ek pal dekha...
par beeta hua kal dekha....

unmein subah se shaam thi....
ek pal maanga.....
par woh bhi us kal ke naam thi.....



socha tha ki bhool gayi hoon woh pal...
kyun ki pal...pal mein beet jaatein hai....

fir bhi na jaane kyun....
palko ke neeche aaj bhi pal rahe the woh pal....

On a lighter quote.....

...project management is an effecient tool to make the redundant managers indispensable!!

thoughts...that keep coming to me....

• ....Integrity....a word applicable to every aspect of life....a discipline....i live my life by....
• ....it only matters when people matter......
• ....love...is mystic....n lets keep it that way....otherwise it becomes messy!!